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Friday, March 26, 2010

Hello holidays!

Well technically it's not REALLY the holidays yet.. HOWEVER.. yeah it's not. So, school has pretty much been keeping a hold over me like Harry Potter holds his wand and uses 'Wingardium Leviosa' on Hermione's skirt while she's sleeping. Not that I know how to spell the spell but I tried to spell the spell. Anyway, at the moment I currently have a stomach ache.. like a heaps bad one. No clue at all where I got it but I have it and it's not going away. I tried showering with hot water to uhh.. keep it warm.. I don't even know why I did that actually but it did sooth it for a bit. JUST FOR A BIT. Eating didn't solve the probably, had like roast chicken but that did nothing pretty much. This stomach ache is eager on keeping me in pain. Just before I drank some green tea, sorta feel better - BUT STILL LIKE SHIZ. Woah totally just forgot what I was talking about. HELLO HOLIDAYS! We shall meet in one weeks time aye and who knows what we'll get up too. Probably nothing, considering I have no cash. Maybe I should meet JOB before I met you. You'll probs murder me anyway if I have no money. Another idea is that you could introduce me to JOB so everyone's happy. Well, before I do any of that.. I kind of have a lot of ASSIGNMENTS to murder. There's the Media assignment which shouldn't be too hard. Art assignment which is going to be stupid since I am a normal person and I DO NOT like writing long essays. Sigh, I'll only have you for a week. Then I'll be forced to be with SCHOOL for another nine or ten. Kind of depressing. On a brighter note, I'm pretty much like almost finished Final Fantasy. A couple of boss' and I'll be DONE! Not really happy, since I want to keep playing. So depressing I wish the game went on forever. I played Final Fantasy X for only 250 hours.. I wonder how long I'll play Final Fantasy XIII.. Anyways time to get naked and strip on webcam.

It's time for Brens to Go - It's time for Brens to RokkuGO

Monday, March 15, 2010

One More Chance - Brens

A song I wrote in a couple of minutes, please do not steal it. 15.03.10. I'm not emo or depressed, I'm just bored and felt like writing.

[BRIDGE]
Let's try and work it out and get back to our past
Sometimes all we have is each other
Let's try and hold and make what we have last
Sometimes all we can do is lean on another

[VERSE 1]
No matter how many times I said we were through
All the moments I've tried to let you go
Everything around me, just reminds me of you
How do you expect me to see another day
When all the love I had I gave up to you
You told me everything was going to be okay
But look at us now, we've fallen apart.
Every soul needs just one more chance
To make things right and for another start
I know I've said things that were wrong
But it never hurt to see where we headed
I just knew I made a mistake all along

[BRIDGE]
Let's try and work it out and get back to our past
Sometimes all we have is each other
Let's try and hold and make what we have last
Sometimes all we can do is lean on another

[CHORUS]
Do we really need one more chance..
Or can we be strong enough to say goodbye.
Do we really need on more chance.
Or can we admit all of our lies
Do we really need more chance
Or can we find a way to move on.
Do we really need one more chance.
Or was hurt me once.. never enough

[VERSE 2]
Like a thunder clapping in the distance
I could hear your heart calling
I just need time to mend and fix this
Everybody needs someone to hold on too
That one person, to lean on and depend
I didn't need to look, cos I found that in you
My heart pulled down it's shield and let you in
I let you come closer than any one before
But you took it to your advantage and left me cryin'
I know I said some things but never did anything
But you felt it was okay to go around my back
Destroy us and destroy pretty much everything

[BRIDGE]
Let's try and work it out and get back to our past
Sometimes all we have is each other
Let's try and hold and make what we have last
Sometimes all we can do is lean on another

[CHORUS]
Do we really need one more chance..
Or can we be strong enough to say goodbye.
Do we really need on more chance.
Or can we admit all of our lies
Do we really need more chance
Or can we find a way to move on.
Do we really need one more chance.
Or was hurt me once.. never enough

[VERSE 3]
I know I depended on you for far too much.
I regret it, but while it lasted I was happy.
Happier than I've ever been.
Forgive me for everything I've done wrong.
Forgive me for everything I've ever said.
Forget our memories and our past
Forget that we thought we'd last
Forget my face and all that it carries
Forget that you were the one I wanted to marry
Forget what they called our romance.
And finally, forget I told you that I wanted one more chance.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Mr Architecture

Why hello there Blog. It's pretty much like a fat man losing heaps of weight and sees something he hasn't in a while. I can pretty much say the same to you. It feels weird talking to you like a person. Maybe I'm an idiot, or maybe.... yeah probs. Well so let's talk about my life since I haven't elaborated on it in a fair while. So yeah I've been pretty good aye, just been living life.. the boring life. I really need a job because my family will be going to USA in September.. Apparently I'm not paying for anything but it'd be good to buy stuff from my own money. So yeah, we're going to L.A, New York, Washington and other cities. But I won't talk into it too much since that's for a more better entry :D Okay so school has taken over my life. It seems weird me doing all my work cos like compared to year 10. So year 10 aye, do I really want to talk about it. Hmmm. well because I thought I was a baddass. I pretty much never turned up to my classes and got a E on all my subjects throughout the year. Pretty impressive right? Nah, I regret it because previously I was a smart biscuit and did good. I got myself top achiever awards, represented my school in competitions.. then out of nowhere.. I got myself an E for not excellent.. an E for You're F**ked. I thought to myself.. "I have to do something about this, I don't want to be a bum for my whole life". So I transferred schools and started fresh. I improved immensely even though I still had the habit of missing a few classes here and there. Nevertheless it was a massive improvement. I passed all my subjects.. with.. a C. This made me think if I can improve again this year. I better.. well I hope I do.. I had a deep talk with my Technology Studies teacher.. and I found out what OP I need to get into Architecture . It was an OP 7. That's pretty impossible I think, well I need to have no life for a year. To get my friggin OP 7, I need to get pretty much A's and B's for all my subjects.. but then I have to take into consideration the QCS test. My school has always been bellow the state average (cos we are amazing) but yeah, that could bring my OP down. Damn, anyways that's enough DNM for one night. I have to go watch some movies.. special movies hehehehehe.

It's time for Brens to GO, It's time for Brens to Rokku - GO