The season to be Jolly?

So Christmas came by just recently and I must say it was quite fun. We played Band Hero and Tekken 6 all day with the peoples so it was amazing. Apparenlty Filo's rock Christmas to the max? But I don't know, I guess we just like every excuse to party. New Year will be off as well. Because theres going to be a drink up at my place. Yay so I'm looking forward to that. Due to the fact that I DON'T drink at all. Because I like to do things that other people don't do. If that makes me antisocial then so be it. I'm kidding, but I don't drink alcohol. I went to to the doctors a week before Christmas and I was diagnosed with a swollen throat. Too much deep throat I think, I'm kidding. I haven't done enough in the past month. Nah I'm not sure actually. I like to confuse myself in ways and writing posts on my blog is one way which I succeed in doing so. So back to the story. The doctor told me to by some Robitissun. It's quite obvious that I have no clue at all on how to spell it. But it's cough medecine and it tastes like absolute crap! But I finish the entire dosage in a week. So I have no medicine at all now. And if I don't survive. Well whose to blame? My throat doesn't seem to hurt as much as it did before. Before was like a living nightmare. I could barely swollow anything. Water was a task which I could barely complete. It stung my throat to just put something inside it. So pleasuring myself was something I could not do. I joke I joke. SO yeah I have healed a bit but my health is still pretty bad I guess. But that is not going to stop me from living my life.

I was introduced to a game called HEXIC by Annabella Tran. And my golly it is ADDICTIVE. I can not be bothered at this early of the day to talk in detail about the wonders of such a game. But I will say that once you play it. You will play it non stop. My internet was capped before so I was not able to go on my favourite gaming site which was OMGPOP. But now I am uncapped I can go back to my other daily routine which was playing various games and chatting to complete strangers. Hey, I'm pretty good at it.

Back to the whole Christmas thing. It was good I guess. Not the best Christmas I have had. But not exactly the best either. I am writing a long post because I have not written one in such a long time. And I am quite sure that my followers have missed my rants about nothing. Needless to say, It is 4am in the morning. A time which my eyes should be closed and that my brain should be far into a deep state of dreaming. But, instead, I am writing endlessly about nothing and I will continue doing so until I have no energy what so ever and I pass out. New Years is coming up and in Brisbane people celebrate it in a couple of ways. They either go to the CBD and watch it by the river. Or go to the mountains and watch it from there. The uncool people stay home and watch from their TVs while they have a BBQ. Which is what I'm going to be doing I think. Going to southbank was what I used to do every year as a child. But as you grow up you begin to change. And your ideals of life also begin to change. And watching the fire works from the river, I wasn't very keen on it. I've never really watched the new year celebrations from Mt Cootha. I heard it is amazing. But if I was up there. I think I would be distracted by people having sex in their cars. Because that place is known for that. And I should know. Because I've never been. Anyway. This year has gone way fast. And too fast I think. I like time going fast in my sadness but I like it going slow in times when I am enjoying myself. Lately I have not been sleeping early. Earliest is atleast 2am. All I do is chat to my virtual friends and we keep in touch. But as long as I'm living I am happy. I have lived my life with no regrets so far. There are things which I have done which I am not proud of. But how can you learn to move forward if you're only staying in the same position all your life. I am looking forward to what 2010 will bring. Hopefully a good year, a better year. the best year maybe? I am not sure. But what ever it is I am ready. I am willing to grow more and experience things that will be thrown at me. That is life. You can't run away from your problems. You just prelong what is going to happen. And it's better to face them early because you have more time to heal in a way. We all do things in which we regret. But if we all lived in a perfect world, that would be no fun right? It's wierd how this post changed topics so fast and in so many ways. But this is me saying goodbye for now. I will update soon. FAREWELL!

It's You

The worlds largest boy band has released a new song!
Well it's not really considered a new song since it's a remix version of their old song.
SM Entertainment decided to release a studio version of 'Neorago'
Which in english means, 'It's You'
The song was remixed for Super Junior's concert
Which will be held, well I'm not sure when it's going to be held actually.
But the song is very good.
They actually did an RNB version of 'Sorry Sorry'.
Which originally was sort of Electro Pop.
The RNB version is good but I prefer the more upbeat original version.
But anyway I'm here to talk about 'It's You'
The original version of this song was very calm.
And the constant soft 'Neorago' echoeing in the background.
Was actually very soothing.
Although I thought I wouldn't want to listen to a remix version.
The Studio version which SME released was actually very good.
The song is identically addictive as the original.
When I heard the song I couldn't wait for a video to be released.
But, I knew SME wouldn't release one.
So I made one MYSELF!

Enjoy it guys!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=opGbN6MyChs

It's Back

Recently I've been feeling a lot weaker.
I eat a lot of food and drink a lot of water
But still,
I feel weak.
It's like theres something wrong with my body
I don't know
Maybe I'm just thinking to deeply into it
But,
Who knows
Maybe what I went through 16 years ago
Might come back.
I sometimes have breathing problems.
And my chest hurts
And my Heart Aches
Not because of a broken heart
But because of pains.
They are slight but they hurt
I know as a child I was really sick
But I thought I've grown stronger.
I'm not too worried about it yet
Maybe I will in the future.
If this does get worst.
But
As of now
I'll be strong
Everybody goes through different pains in their lives
And this is mine
It's just like a mountain being put in front of me.
I either let it block out the sunshine
Or I get over it.

I will get over it :)

Better Days

It feels wierd
After we spoke again
Everything was better
I feel great
Feel fine.
I feel tired though
Because I barely sleep now
I need to do something artsy
Maybe paint or write more songs.
Well my project for this holiday
Is to actually complete a song
Filled with Music and lyrics
All produced on my own!
If I can do that
I will definantly upload on YOUTUBE
For all my supporters to bask in my glory
I am super bored
And I will probably go out to SunnyBank Today
To eat all the food there is
Or play pool
Nah,
I'll just eat Asian BBQ
And some ICE DESSERT!

YAY FOR SUNNYBANK!

A change.

This post isn't an ordinary post.
It's a question.
A question to myself.
Today seems wierd.
I feel different.
I don't seem as happy as I used to be.
It feels as if theres a missing part in my life.
I don't know
Maybe it's just.
I'm just waiting too long.
For something that may never actually come.
I might in the end just actually give up.
I'm putting all this effort in.
And so far
Nothing.

Maybe one day
But now now.
If i do intend on waiting.
How far will I get.
Sighh,
I know I said I wouldn't write another emo post.
But I couldn't help it.

I'll get there
And I'll be strong.
For me..for you..

Life

Today is a rainy day,
and it is also very cold
I was watching a very sad drama known as 'One Litre of Tears'
After countless tries of trying to obtain the series
I finally got it.

I know that this series is old,
But I have never actually gotten the uportunity to view it,
for myself.
The story is based on a novel which was written by Aya Kito.
The novel is actually comprised of her Diary Entries
And the novel was published shortly before her actual death.
The story is based on her life events
When at the tender age of 15
She is diagnosed with spinocerebellar atrophy
It is a disease which slowly degenerates the ability to
Eat, Talk, Walk and just to live normally
It is a very rare condition which unfortunantly has no cure.


In the series Aya is a young 15 year old who is a keen basketball player
But when her illness strucks she begins to lose her balance
Her mother, which is a health consultant
Begins to question the sudden falls which Aya is currently undergoing
Her mother insists that she takes an examination
During the examination Aya shows symptoms of a rare disease
Later on it becomes certain that Aya suffers from
spinocerebellar atrophy

In the first episode
Aya is on her way to the high school entrance exam
When she suddenly falls asleep on the bus
She quickly tries to run to the school to make it to the test
But collapses and knocks down several bikes on the bike rack.
She looks up and notices a guy watching
He begins to pick up the bikes and she helps him
Like in most asian dramas,
it begins to rain!
She appoligised for causing such a hassle
And tries to make it to the exam
Asou which is the guys name
Insists that she gets on his bike
So that he could give her a ride to the school.
They both don't make it to the exam in time
However,
The school teacher allows them to finish the exam some other time
They both make it into the school

There was a particalur episode which got to much really deeply.
The episode involved Aya's brother Hiroki
Hiroki was a keen soccer player
And his aiming in shooting into the net was not so good.
Although Aya struggled to walk she still gave him tips on how to shoot better.
Surpisingly enough
After she gave him some tips
Hiroki made it to the socccer team.
He told all the other players that his sister was going to watch.
And that she was beautiful and she was the one who taught him how to shoot better.
With this being told the other students could not wait to meet her.
One night Aya was stiching Hiroki's soccer uniform.
She struggled but she continued effortless
She stiched his name onto it.
Along with the help of her younger sister Ako.
The next day Aya and Ako both went shopping.
Aya wanted to buy Hiroki a sports towel for when he plays soccer.
In the shops a few of Hiroki's team mates sees her there.
And they begin to see her walking awkwardly.
That afternoon Hiroki is training how to shoot.
And the guys who saw Aya come to him.
They begin to tease Aya infront of him
Hiroki does nothing and stands there looking all sad.
The next day Hiroki forgets his pass for soccer training.
Aya's mum tells Ako to bring it over to him
While shes there the guys begin to mock Aya again.
While Hiroki does nothing.
Ako gets upset and pushes the guy into the ground
She then grabs Hiroki and takes him home.
Ako yells at Hiroki
Questioning him why his so ashamed to protect Aya
And she says,
That if she had the disease she doesn't think she would have the strength
to do what Aya does.
To smile,
While everyone around you is giving you discriminitive looks.
Ako continues yelling and saying the Aya is amazing.
That she is strong
That even though she is weak
She spent her sleeping hours stitching his name into his uniform.
Little do the family now that Aya is in the kitchen listening.
Aya goes outside and begins to cry.
She comes back and pretends that nothing ever happened.
And she also tells Hiroki that she cannot make it to the soccer match.
She hands him the sports towel that
Her and Ako purchased.
In the end
Hiroki realises what Aya has done for him.
And sends her a card that she must watch him play soccer
She does come and he shows to his team mates how proud of her he is.
And that she is beautiful.
Well, she is.

This drama series touches onto the seriousness of life.
Even if it is just for a second
Allows us to put ourself in Aya's situation.
Question ourself if we could have the strength that she has had.
It also shows have vulnerable we are.
And that life could be amazing one day
and the next it could spiral out of control
The drama has taught me to value everday
And always look forward to the days which are yet to come.
Because in all honesty.
Life is too short
And we shouldn't spend the short amount of our time.
complaining.
It also has enabled me to view the trouble that others have
And that I am willing to help others more.
And that I will keep my friends very close to me.
When things happen in our life
We shouldn't question why
Why it happened to us
But embrace it
And work around it
And allow ourself to become stronger because of it.
The more time we spend complaining
The less time we have to do what we actually have.


This is probably the most emo blog i will write,
I will write happy stuff.
But as for today.
My post is deep.
<3

iPOD Touch Applications.

I currently have an iPOD TOUCH.
Not currently as in I'm not going to have it in the future.
Just currently as in now.
The reason I actually purchased one was to watch music videos.
And also the countless Asian Dramas that i have in my hardrive.
I filled it up straight away
NO JOKE
The iPOD is almost completely full with crap
Amazing crap I must add
It saves me countless bored times on the bus
I'm usually watching TV shows on the bus
And
The person next to me is usually watching too
LOOOOL
I don't mind if they look, just like don't touch alrite!
But seriously,
look with your eyes and not with your hands and everything will be fine!

So Back to the purpose of this entire post.
The iPOD is pretty fun I must admit
The countless hours wasted trying to play games and download apps.
Because I'm not using a credit card to pay for applications.
I downloaded the free applications.
BUT THEY ARE GOOD
so shut your mouth followers.!




The Game which i love the most is called Paper Toss
It's pretty much countless hours tossing a paper into a bin.
Now doesn't that sound fun?
I actually don't play it much.
Actually I do but my high score on medium level is only 21.
Because I HAVE A LIFE!
Or not..
Yeah it's very Funny and I suggest you play it :D
The game is actually 1x better than the picture I put up
But in all honesty, it is very fun!



The next game which I love a lot is called
GEO DEFENSE
Everyone was telling me to download Geo Defense Swarm
BUT GUESS WHAT!?
I didn't have the money to go download it
So I bought the free version!
And it is freaking amazing!
What you do is you have to put battle towers up
Each battle tower does something differently
Theres the Laser Tower, Firing tower, Bomb Tower, Shock Tower
What the Laser tower does is shoots lasers
The name sure didn't give it away right?
But you have to position the tower in a long road.
So you can shoot more than one enemy at a time.
So it is one of the best weapons provided in this fabulous games.
The next weapon on offer is the Firing Tower.
This is pretty much a basic gun taurrent tower
And jsut shoots bullets at the incoming enemy
It may sound boring but it is very efficient and very hand in tight vaginas..
I mean situations.
The next weapon is named the Bomb Tower.
No, it does not drop bombs
But it shoots them into the air.
And it shoots missles which fire into the enemy.
It is very hand and the explosion can harm enemies who are close together.
The last tower is known as the Shock Tower.
What the shock tower does is it shocks the enemy?
Get it Shock tower? Shocks the enemy?
Im so great.
Anyway,
It slows down the enemies.
So all your other battle towers destroy and this slows it down.
A great place to positon this tower is near your life points.
So that the enemy is slowed down
And you give your battle towers enough time to kill your enemy.
The point of the game is to use your brain
And now exactly where to position your towers
And upgrade them when you need to
if you can do that
It is a hell of a fun time!
If not, there are other free applicatons you can download!
Another fun application which I recommend you downloading is the Spray Can App,.
You press on the can and it spray paints
Well not literatly
I just makes the noise
And an amazing feature about it is
When you shake it
IT MAKES THE NOISE! OF A SPRAY CAN SHAKING!
I was blown away when I found this out and I wanted to know more.
So I just kept spraying.



I Hope this post helps my followers understand things that make me tick
and what i love to play with other than my...

GOODBYE!@

Please don't go CL & Minzy on Inkigayo

2ne1's maknaes managed to pull of a great performance on tonights Inkigayo.
The song was first performaned on MAMA (Mnet Asian Music Awards)
This time they managed to perform the brand new song on Inkigayo.
The performance was fierce!!
Well what do you expect from these two amazing dancers.
2ne1 seems to be making a bigger and bigger fan base.

watch for yourself!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CxkhXsnsXl0

YG FAMILY!

TAEYANG THE B2ST OF MBLAQ

I wanna make love. Jokes, <> . ANYWHO! I decided to write a new post and about what? Well this blog is going to speak about the following artists Taeyang&B2ST&MBLAQ You can't really compare both B2ST and MBLAQ to Taeyang but I like all three of their songs Anyway, I downloaded most of MBLAQ's first songs which are, G.O.O.D Love, My Dream and their digital single Oh Yeah.
The thing I like about MBLAQ is their vocals,
they are heck good!
In comparison with B2ST, I think I favour MBLAQ's vocals far more
The other day I decided to watch MBLAQ's home made video clip for their song, G.O.O.D love.
Ofcourse the video isn't the official clip, but let's see if Bi Rain can come up with a better one.
The photo up there is of Lee Joon who is the resident vocalist of MBLAQ
That snapshot is about 40 seconds into the MV
The entire MV is quite funny, they filmed it inside a shopping mall
YES IN A SHOPPING MALL!
You can see the fans recording with their phones as MBLAQ record their music video.
In a way,
I like this song and video
more than Oh Yeah which is their actual first digital single
Both songs are good, but if you were to listen to one of the songs
I suggest G.O.O.D LOVE


Another new boy band which actually debued at the same time as MBLAQ
is B2ST
They actually changed their name from B2ST to BEAST
But I prefer B2ST much more.
Their first single release was titled Bad Girl
I like this song a lot and the video is actually very nice
There is plenty of dancing and singing which is goood.
The only down side is that the guys sorta have a noticeable fake tan
and it ruins it
but I like the songThe photo I put is off Lee Ki Kwan aka AJ
His my favourite member of the bunch and his voice is very nice.
B2ST's song Oaisis is currently one of my favourite songs
Their vocals are so soft and intertwine amazingly
I love the song and I suggest you guys LISTEN TO IT!



The next artist I have is Taeyang
His pretty much the greatest and is my idol
His an amazing dancer and has amazing vocals
It's hard to believe that he was trained to be a rapper but instead became a singer
and who wouldn't blame him?
But anyway his from BIg Bang if you didn't know
And the big picture in my BLOG is actually of him
The first song of his I listened to was Look at Me
and I have to say
it was really good!
The video was long but was worthwhile to watch.
But the song I'm talking about is from his second solo album
And the song is called
WEDDING DRESS!It's an amazing song and lately I've been seeing people with it on their msn names
I'm guessing it's very popular
However
The song hasn't reached very high in online music portals in Korea
the Song and TAEYANG! needs more support
COME on black jacks!Anyway the song is really good and so is the music video
The story is amazing but I don't want to ruin it for all my followers out there

I hope you guys enjoyed my update on the KPOP music scene
Look out for more, hope my followers are keeping up!
<3

Acting

Well tonight was pretty funny I guess. Tammy was over at Ayron's house and we were all webcamming each other. Out of the blue we all started acting out scenes from either Twilight or New Moon, because that's what people do. Anyway when Tammy had to go home I had to unfortunantly speak to just Ayron. It was hell, nah kidding. Well I was teaching him on acting and giving him tips and we thought we should do scenes together. I found a manu-script for New Moon and it was pretty exact so I sent it to Ayron because I am to cool read it all. He was quite upset because his internet wouldn't load the page because his net was capped (teach him to keep watching porn). Anyway so that was a fail (we were on the phone btw). We did what we could with what we had, our brains. We started doing improv and it was horrible. Well the start only. I couldn't take him seriously at first so I pretty much laughed for all of it. But we got the hang of it and were pulling pretty amazing scenes, if you liked the amazing acting skills in Twilight then you would totally dig ours. So we pretty much spoke for hours and hours acting and talking about stuff. But he went to sleep and bailed on me, cos hey that's what friends do.

Anyway, so I'm up by myself because I can't sleep. So i'll be watching Astro Boy by myself because that's what emo people do. I'm not emo emo but emo. I kid I kid, don't report me or whatever you do in this amazing site. Anyways, I will be off to sleep I guess since noone interesting is online. Goodnight my followers, I'd say goodnight to you guys individually but I simply don't have the time. MUCH lOVE

Holidays and music.

Life seems great at the moment. It's now the holidays and I can relax for a bit. Shortly after I intend to waste my life at the city being burnt my sun and being awesome while doing so. The past year of school was such a blast though, although I only came to the school this year. I felt as if I'd gone there all my life. People are pretty amazing and are quiet funny and I enjoy their company a lot, so that's something I'm going to miss. Well I can just hang out with them anyways since we all live close to each other. I remember my birthday at school, we bought champagne to school and at lunch popped the cork like some virgins cherry and everyone was looking. We drank it in our posh glasses and started throwing balloons around. Everyone later joined in and had a drink. The things we do in school are quite amazing, but I doubt are legal. Anyways, the point of this post is about MUSIC.

Everybody who knows me, knows I love music. I live, breathe, talk, sing and sex music, 24/7!! It's what I do and it's who I am. Well currently I am addicted to the following songs. Taeyang - Wedding Dress (or weding duressue in hangul. looooooool), Brown Eyed Girls - Abracadabra (this song is heaps old but I'm still addicted to it and I dance to it, chyeah!), CL & Minzy - Please Don't Go (this song is awesome for a song sung by girls, KIDDING), B2ST/BEAST - Oasis (i dig this song heaps because it's definantly my style). Anyways I'm waiting for 2ne1s new album. Which was suppose to come sometime this month but due to their preperations for MAMA (Mnet Asian Music Awards) it was posponed D: . I must be patient and I have other things to listen to anyway. My collection of ultra high definition music clips is getting bigger and bigger and I'm LIKING IT!! yay.

Guitar Hero 5

We bought Guitar Hero 5 a few weeks ago but only recently started playing it. We started off with a Wii but my sisters were interested in buying Guitar Hero. So I asked them 'Why not buy a PS3 and Guitar Hero'. Surprisingly enough they agreed and we purchased a PS3 and Guitar Hero Aerosmith. We bought the game almost a year now and I've gotten to the point where I am pretty good :P.

We recently purchased Guitar Hero 5 and it has very good settings. We plugged it into our big HD Sony Bravia and the game play is amazing. We have several friends at the moment all drumming, guitaring and singing to the tunes which the game has supplied. It is a good party game and creates an atmosphere that everyone likes. The songs are also good with a large variety which makes for a more fun game time. I am still currently sick at the moment and school is on Monday. Not really looking forward to it. But what can you do? I have some assignments due and I should really start doing them. But hey! I have next week to play them :P

Ekka Holiday

It is now 11:45pm and I started of the day pretty early. The previous night I had slept reasonably early, around 9pm. I then woke up at 7am the next morning, this is probably the longest sleep I have had in a very long time. I had planned this day the previous week alongside my friend Keiji. Keiji and I were going to apply for jobs today at various locations throughout Queen St Mall in the City. When I awoke there was no breakfast on the table which was rather sad so I had to cook some myself. As soon as I finished eating I logged onto the computer to check my Facebook, Bebo and Myspace. Facebook is what I use most now, never liked it until i made one. I used to use bebo so much until my account was stolen so I had to resort to making a new one and that set bebo off for me. Since it was early, I decided to download some new music videos for my PS3. Artists included Super Junior, SHINee, Ayumi Hamasaki, Ai Otsuka, 2PM, SNSD, Wonder Girls, 2NE1 and Big Bang. It was mostly just KPOP but I did however also download some good JPOP songs. I helped clean the house before I went to the city and also napped for a bit.

I arrived at Grand Plaza bus station at around 11:23am, there was already a bus waiting there. My bus (140) was waiting at the stop and I walked as quickly as I could over there. I sat on my favourite seat which was the section that the bus seats rose. Each time I caught the bus, this was the seat I would always sit on. A lady and her kids were on the same bus and boy were they annoying!! The kid just didn't shut up, little kids annoy me so much and that kid was annoying. I just sat down and listened to my music and tried to ignore them. Once the bus had reached Calamvale *que the Asians* was what I was thinking in my head. Proving myself right several Asians were waiting at the bustop. The 140 bus was mainly caught by Asians because of it's location.

I was thinking to myself "I'm gonna be late, I better ring Keiji" and then my pocket vibrated. Slowly reached into my pocked, I grabbed my phone out and read the text. "Hey bro, it's keiji. i'm gonna be abit late today".. He told me he was going to arrive ate 1pm; one hour late. I didn't mind because I could easily entertain myself . On my arrival to the City, I made a stop to my favourite beverage place 'EasyWay'. My favourite drink from EasWay is the 'Taro Milk Tea with Pearls'. I ordered the drink but was surprisingly shocked when the lady said they were out of PEARLS!! She then suggested I try their 'Rainbow Jelly', without hessitation I did. The Rainbow Jelly didn't taste bad nor did it taste better than the pearls, but I still enjoyed it. I sat backdown at the Queen St Bustation to pass sometime while i waited for Keiji. While sitting I saw Debra and a couple of her friends and they all waved at me. They walked over to me and asked me for a wierd request. The request was if I would give them permission to film me while their friend would do wierd stuff around me. They wanted to see what my reaction would be. I agreed and they began to film me.

PART 2 COMING SOON!