A change.

This post isn't an ordinary post.
It's a question.
A question to myself.
Today seems wierd.
I feel different.
I don't seem as happy as I used to be.
It feels as if theres a missing part in my life.
I don't know
Maybe it's just.
I'm just waiting too long.
For something that may never actually come.
I might in the end just actually give up.
I'm putting all this effort in.
And so far
Nothing.

Maybe one day
But now now.
If i do intend on waiting.
How far will I get.
Sighh,
I know I said I wouldn't write another emo post.
But I couldn't help it.

I'll get there
And I'll be strong.
For me..for you..